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Pictures [Thursday
May 18th, 2017
5:36pm
]

emily012703
Can I upload a picture to Ij-cut from my camera roll, if so, how?
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Cuts [Tuesday
May 16th, 2017
6:24pm
]

emily012703
Does anyone know how to clean cuts on your thighs and keep them from getting infected?
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Temptation [Monday
May 15th, 2017
7:01am
]

emily012703
There are some blades in my Grandpa's garage. I'm tempted to take one because I don't have a blade since I lost my pencil sharpener blades, should I take one?
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Idk [Sunday
May 14th, 2017
7:31pm
]
ext_4117236
I have already cut once today which is the limit I've been giving myself but I really want to cut more should it if I do I would give myself multiple cuts on my thigh
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Hiding [Thursday
May 11th, 2017
8:47pm
]
celilided
I have recently started cutting deep, like through the fat. AT the same time my parents found i'd been SHing, any tips to cut deeper but convince them i've stopped? xox
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Blades [Wednesday
May 10th, 2017
6:09pm
]

emily012703
How do I get the blade out of a pencil sharpener without a screwdriver? Also, how do I hide it at school and home?
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[Monday
May 8th, 2017
11:05pm
]

_closingtime_
[ mood | artistic ]

So I did this over a decade ago but I felt it was time to renew my membership. Many things have changed, and many have not.

01. Whats your name?: KC
02. Age, Birthday?: 28, Mischief Night of 1988
03. Why do you cut?: to feel, not to feel, to push limits, explore the relationship between body and mind, and sometimes just to see blood
04. When was your first time? 2002 or 2003
05. What did you use?: a key
06. Where do you most often cut?: upper right thigh
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: bedroom, bathroom, any room in my apartment
08. What do you use?: anything really...nothing special
09. Do you hide it?: yes, unfortunately social stereotypes do exist
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: depends on if I'm listening to music at the time.
11. Anyone know?: yeah a few people, but they forget
12. Eating Disorders?: hahaha trick question, the way we eat these days it is a disorder...
13. Mental Disorders?: depends on who you ask
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: I don't have a best friend

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I'm new here [Monday
May 8th, 2017
5:06pm
]

brandnewmoves
[ mood | Empty ]

01. Whats your name?: Freya
02. Age, Birthday?: 16, 16th March
03. Why do you cut?: To stay in control, To stop being numb, To find some happiness, To ground myself, etc.
04. When was your first time? Officially Halloween 2014
05. What did you use?: Razor blade from my (ex)friend
06. Where do you most often cut?: Hips/thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: Bathroom/Bedroom
08. What do you use?: Safety pin, Razor, Nails, Anything on hand really
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: Not intentionally if I am
11. Anyone know?: Friends know I have a history with it, but think I'm clean
12. Eating Disorders?: No, but I have shitty eating patterns
13. Mental Disorders?: Nothing diagnosed
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: She has a history with it, I'd tell her to tell one of her adults that she talks to or her therapist

Hope I filled that all out alright, add me and talk anytime

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New Member [Sunday
May 7th, 2017
9:12pm
]
survivingaddict
01. Whats your name?: Nicole
02. Age, Birthday?: 15 Feb 27
03. Why do you cut?: To feel something
04. When was your first time? 2013
05. What did you use?: Scissors
06. Where do you most often cut?: Thighs
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: My room
08. What do you use?: Razor blade
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: Yes
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: No
13. Mental Disorders?: Depression, Anxiety, Ptsd, Bi-polar
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Cry and ask them to tell me why
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[Saturday
May 6th, 2017
7:13pm
]
ext_4117236
01. Whats your name?: Tyler
02. Age, Birthday?: 17 oct 18
03. Why do you cut?: Idk maybe to relieve stress, maybe just to feel or maybe just to pull myself down.
04. When was your first time? When I was 15 I felt emotionally numb so I decided to cut to see what it was like
05. What did you use?: razor blade
06. Where do you most often cut?:forearm  
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?:my bedroom
08. What do you use?: razor bade
09. Do you hide it?:yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: usually
11. Anyone know?: my gf
12. Eating Disorders?: I don't like eating but I don't have a disorder
13. Mental Disorders?: Idk
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?:my best friend cuts as long as they dont do it too deep then I understand
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New. [Monday
May 1st, 2017
7:48pm
]

bloodiedroses22
[ mood | blank ]

01. Whats your name?: You can call me Tor
02. Age, Birthday?: 12, March 7.
03. Form of SI?: Cutting, brusing, scratching
04. Why do you SI?: So many reasons, too little space to list them all.
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: I can't remember the exact date, but it was a few months ago, sometime around January. I used a razor (A nice, sharp, five inch razor to be exact.)
06. Where do you most often SI?: Ankles.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: If I do it in school, it's the bathroom and at home it's my room.
08. What do you use?: Normally I use a razor from a pencil sharpener
09. Do you hide it?: Yes.
10. Do you listen to music while you SI? Not normally.
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia, Bulimia
13. Mental Disorders?: Major Depression, Anxiety. Nothing Diagnosed Though.
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: (I already have) I'd try talking to them about it, but I wouldn't force them to say anything.

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Depressed? [Sunday
April 30th, 2017
2:55pm
]
linzerr6
K so lately I've been feeling so terrible about myself and my life and I'm wondering if I'm depressed. Can anyone tell me what it feels like? I'm scared to go to the doctor about it in case they check for self-harm scars.
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New User [Wednesday
April 26th, 2017
6:04pm
]
toobig2bperfect
01. What's your alias?: Aurelia
02. Age, Birthday?: 13 years old, August 16
03. Form of SI?: Cutting
04. Why do you SI?: Stress relief, habit, overwhelming self hatred
05. When was your first time? What did you use?: When I was 12, kitchen knife
06. Where do you most often SI?: Thighs.
07. In what room/area do you most often SI?: Bedroom, Bathroom
08. What do you use?: Pencil sharpener blades, knives, glass.
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you SI?: Sometimes
11. Anyone know?: Yes
12. Eating Disorders?: Yes. Ana, and sometimes I purge
13. Mental Disorders?: Anxiety, probably depression though I've never been diagnosed with it
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Talk to them, support them.
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Burning ? [Monday
April 24th, 2017
6:17pm
]

a_girl_in_red
Hey, I know it's not cutting but it's still SI, so do you have any tips concerning burning yourself with a lighter ?
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New.. [Monday
April 24th, 2017
2:27am
]
demonsrun1
[ mood | tired ]

01. Whats your name?: Sydney
02. Age, Birthday?: 16, august 5
03. Why do you cut?: lots of reasons, mostly cause i cant stop and i hate myself
04. When was your first time? when i was 12
05. What did you use?: scissors
06. Where do you most often cut?: thighs, arms, ankles
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: my bedroom, or random places in public if i need it
08. What do you use?: usually a pencil sharpener
09. Do you hide it?: yeah, only if its obvious that its self harm though.
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: sometimes
11. Anyone know?: nope, two people think that im a year clean, and the rest think im 4 years clean. Im not even an hour clean tbh
12. Eating Disorders?: not that i know of
13. Mental Disorders?: yeah but id rather not name them
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: give her ice cream and love

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Cutting deeper [Friday
April 21st, 2017
4:34pm
]
celilided
any tips for cutting deeper coz i can get a few to the fatty tissue but i want to go deeper also does anyone's blood clot reallllly quick?? xox
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[Wednesday
April 19th, 2017
5:13pm
]
linzerr6
Where can I get good blades to cut with?? My pins are getting dull, and they don't do enough for me anymore.
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New [Tuesday
April 18th, 2017
5:25pm
]
linzerr6
So, I'm new here.

01. What's your name?: Lindsey
02. Age, Birthday?: 14 (15 soon), May 2002
03. Why do you cut?: I don't really know, that's the thing. I find it comforting (because I forget about my emotional feelings for awhile) when I'm sad or angry, even when I can't sleep, am bored, or my parents aren't home.
04. When was your first time? November of 2016
05. What did you use?: Pins and shaving razors
06. Where do you most often cut?: My hips, sometimes my legs and ankles (though discretely)
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: My room
08. What do you use?: Pins
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: Sometimes
11. Anyone know?: No
12. Eating Disorders?: Idk, I made myself throw up for the first time today, and I've been thinking about not eating for a while, so maybe??
13. Mental Disorders?: No
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: Probably be sad that she is feeling similar emotions to mine and talk to her about it.
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Im new [Monday
April 17th, 2017
12:06am
]
almostakilljoy
01. Whats your name?: Rosie Taylor
02. Age, Birthday?:17,13th January
03. Why do you cut?: To stop me from doing something more perminent
04. When was your first time? when i was 11-12 years old
05. What did you use?: a blade from a sharpener
06. Where do you most often cut?: Pretty much everywhere but mostly legs.
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?:bedroom,school dorm.
08. What do you use?: Box cutter
09. Do you hide it?: yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?: yes, mostly la dispute tbh
11. Anyone know?: yes (yikes lol)
12. Eating Disorders?: nope
13. Mental Disorders?:diagnosed bipolar disorder II, depression (no shit lmao), suicidal thoughts etc..
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: friends?! what are they then?!

Feel free to ask for my social medias/snapchat/kik etc
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A new little cutter [Wednesday
April 12th, 2017
8:14pm
]

a_girl_in_red
Hi, I'm new here. there's been a while I was searching for a pro SI community. And here I am. (Please note that English is not my mother tongue, so I might make some grammatical mistakes ^^)

01. Whats your name?:Lisa
02. Age, Birthday?: 17, born the 12th of april 2000 (yeah basically my birthday's today)
03. Why do you cut?: Because I just feel like a piece of shit so I deserve it
04. When was your first time? My first SI ? I was like, 7 y.o. and for my first cut I was 15
05. What did you use?:I began by hitting my head on heavy books, then I scratched the back of my hands until the skin went off, and then, cutting, with a razor blade.
06. Where do you most often cut?: I used to cut almost everywhere (upper and lower arms, stomach, thights) but now my parents check if I don't cut so I do it on the breasts and hips.
07. In what room/area do you most often cut?: the bathroom, or my room at the boarding school.
08. What do you use?: Razor and sharpener blades (and sometimes I hit myself on walls, and I think I'm gonna buy a lighter so I can burn myself)
09. Do you hide it?: Yes
10. Do you listen to music while you cut?:I ALWAYS listen to music ♪♫
11. Anyone know?:My best friend, and my boyfriend.
12. Eating Disorders?: Anorexia and non purging bulimia
13. Mental Disorders?: Bipolar disorder type II, OCD with food, Suicidal thoughts, Anxiety
14. What would you do if you found cuts on your best friend?: She used to cut and still does it sometimes, and when this happens I feel, like, very bad... and paradoxically I cut a lot more these days.

So, I hope this helped you to get to know me, see you soon !
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